Post by Admin on Dec 30, 2014 17:42:54 GMT -4
Denise is now a born again christian she's been this way for years now she will never go back the Hollywood scene or sing the songs that gave her, her name Vanity 6. I went to her site last night not much on it but enough I found she was selling all her personal belongs things I am guessing she has no need of but there was more reasoning for her to get rid of the things that she thought was making her happy. Denise has been fighting her Kidney Disease for many years now she was at death door a lot more times then should would let on this is how she found the Lord and gave herself to Christ. She needs the money now to have her Dialysis 3 times a day the bills are sky high so all she can do is sale all she had to stay afloat. I felt bad for her she's been though a long journey and I think without fan fair she has written a book and is trying to get the word out about the book the best she can and here's her side note about her past pain and finding hope in God.
In her own words :
The Autobiography of
Evangelist Denise Matthews
formerly known as 'Vanity'
All I had become was thus painted on my face-vanity-and what i had thus spoken from my vile tongue spewed forth from my juvenile breast of disdain.But this was just the beginning of my surrealistic journey, my make believe “i am the new hoopla” squeezed appropriately, sufficiently, distended in your black box, televising all my oddities up close and effectual. With each new, methodical, despicable movement of my being, i closed my fists around a wretched lie which sought to eradicate my life at an impromptu time and i had built no stomach for the fight. With each new bitterness dispelled formulated by this cruel cold world of which i had become its strange kind, i shut my eyes and with deep complaint muttered words of death and despair, while the hot flames seeped, boiled and burned ablaze under my bottle. I was molding to the likes of mediocrity, vulnerability, having had all the experience of a trained seal, being pushed to the brink of hopelessness,and helpless to perpetuate a flawless, ruinous end.
The devil’s perversities snatched up what little strength that lay within me, seeping and sneaking through, preferably choosing their way into my joints, branding and searing my lungs and oh so much torment from scraping away at my own flesh. He waited patiently for the reading of my obituary. I was unrelenting, unreasonably lost, suffocating in dumbfoundedness, further seeking pleasure in a round glass bottle full of vitriolic venom, which slid me into depression beyond blockades. I should have been thoroughly engulfed in an ocean of careful wondrous dreams with the whole Kingdom beset before me, however my ocean thrust me against the rocks and ripped my sour soul in two, thus rendering my upper half to a tornado and with my lower, i lowered myself to that of a squatting dog, dare i say sucking up his own vomit.
This is my story...........DENISE.
This was a taste of her life I could only wonder what lies between the lines of her life. She has her own church now she's 55 and living for God.
C
